Friday night, as always, I was hanging out with a bunch of my friends... we headed up 8th St to this really pretty stargazing spot... a little late into the night a friend had a little "premonition" about what was gonna happen... a premonition about my death...
He didnt tell me what he saw at that moment but later he e-mailed to me what he saw and here it is:
"I stood there waching on, looking down from the hill but also at the side of the road, bouth perspectives at the same time? Time was nearly at a stand still, his head leaning back, a look of pain braced his face, as his hands clched his stomach, he was moving slowly, slowly the car seemed to drift back at an angle, slowly arching into the lane. A bright light glanced through the darkness as his head turned to look, a yellow blur came crashing down on him, i stood helpless bouth on the hill and on the side of the road, helplessly stairing into his eyes, he glanced up at me, seemingly to call for help then time subsided, his head bounced off his window and the car spun and slid into the ditch, the yellow blur became a flash of sparks, noise soon followed but i was deffend by the silence in his eyes, then the blood, driping from the cars, looking on at my friend, his lost eyes of emptyness shattered my soul, i looked up on the hill where i stood shawn behind me calling 911, and mearly muttered, save them. I was then again on the hill, I looked down on to the road, no travisty had occured, i walked back to the group and stumbled over a rock, a large one buried in the earth, i called to the others to help me dig it up but i could not hear my voice carry, i was mearly mumblng, i screamed again to the others, but only shane heard me, as i nelt and started digging the rock free, i asked shane for assistance but he would not come he said he didnt see the point, i couldnt explain it, and i started franticly clawing at the stone with a small rock. After freeing it i brought it back down to you, you stoped me questioning, i couldnt tell you then what i had seen, you'd only try and stop me, or hinder my progress, i prayed as i placed the stone, even so i knew it wouldnt work, i franticly looked up at the hill and saw a white light, then rembered the camp fire rom earlyer, as i rose to my feet the light was gone, but the immage of myself playfully beating the embers with that 2x4 remained, i headed back up the hill searching for the coals. I asked the others where the coals went, they seemed in my mind to have moved infantly farther from the spot i rembered, a lone coal still illimunated with a soft pale orange glow, wich allowed me to track their possition, it was the peice i rembered hitting, kicking, and walking on, but it still glowed, i reached for it. As i retreived it i also rembered the 2x4 and got it as well, Determined to do things rightbut you stoped me again, questioning me, I still couldnt tell you what i saw, as i pounded the coal under your tire i felt somewhat relived, tho still concerned i told you not to move the car, you complained of your body acheing, something inside me knew this was the last chance to get you out, so i sugested we take you to a doctor, you declined so i slowly returned to the hill and tryed to put the others minds at ease, i felt somewhat broken inside, waiting for it to happen. Then the light came again, and i caught it in the corner in my eye, i turned to see, and i saw a shadow, that for the breafest moments looked like a small white haired boy, looking over at you, then up at me, then the flash of blury gold came raining down on you, the sound came later, but it was just a loud honk. As i stooded dased i knew that only that graphic vision could move me to act, I started down the hill to inspect the car, and you started up to question me, i could not tell you then, that only You died."
To his own surprise I took this rather well... I told him that I had even before this accepted death as the final ultimate.... that I had been prepared for it having had multiple close confrontations with it... Apparently fate had different plans for me...
Thank you for caring.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
My Death as viewed by a friend.
Labels:
Blood,
Death,
fate,
fire,
Life,
Pain,
Premonition,
sorrow,
Star Gazing
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